If you’ve been reading my tumblr posts lately you’ll see that I’ve been pretty bummed out lately, but I think I’m finally ready to stop sulking in my room and get out and be a real person again.
This weekend, I fucked up big time. This semester I fucked up big time, not academically, but in every other aspect. Call it a learning process, a breathing period, or a 4-month span of stupidity, but I finally bottomed out on Saturday, and a conversation with my roommate has made me realize that I am capable of some seriously amazing things. I just need to shirk this fear of responsibility that’s been plaguing me my entire life. I need to make people trust me again. I need to be a man of my word. I need to be a man, period. And it starts today, because fuck New Year’s. Day one of being a better person starts now.
I finally have some solid ground to stand on.